I nearly chocked with food while holding m breath. I felt
suddenly hot and I knew this has to be a bad dream.
“Let me tell you in your ears.” The little boy said and
crossed to where their father was seated. He went to his daddy’s ears and
whispered something. Immediately he did so, my husband looked straight into my
eyes and I knew I was finished. But he did not say anything but told the boy,
“All right, go and sit down.”
Ken hurriedly ate his food and left. I also pretended to
help the house girl with her work of cleaning up when suddenly my husband told
me to follow him to bedroom saying he had a word with me. I was tempted not to
follow him.
I followed him silently.
“Why do you look so tensed, have you done anything wrong?” My husband asked me,
but I was surprised he was smiling while asking me so.
Before I could even
answer he, said, “I have been telling you to teach Josephine manners, do you
know what Jade told me? He caught the little girl hiding behind the store with
a small banana trying to insert it inside her vagina. Can you imagine that? This
is not the first time she is trying to do so. Remember she is 13, she is getting
into puberty. Very soon her hormones will go haywire and she might get spoiled.
Find time to talk to her. I cannot talk woman issues to a small girl like her
you are the best to talk to her. Do that before it is too late. What might
happen if she gets to experiment with boys?” My husband was obviously angry but
suppressing anger.
In as much as I was relieved that it had nothing to do with
me, but I could not fail to see the fact that the little girl was growing up to
be like me; a young woman with fiery sexual desires. I knew I had to talk to
her before it was too late. In fact, it shocked me that she was trying to
masturbate herself with a banana what if she ended up hurting herself?
“All right, my dear. I will find time.” I said with my voice
shaking with fear and relief.
“You better find time to! I can only talk issues with a boy
not a girl. Do you imagine me discussing sex with a young girl? You are failing
as a mother!” My husband said angrily. I felt insulted knowing that he totally
failed as a sex mate long time ago.
“Forgive me, my husband. I will get time to talk to the
young girl. Remember she is growing and probably experimenting with her
delicate body.” I said. My husband looked at me keenly before saying, “Find
time to talk to her before she experiments with young boys! Besides, remember
we cannot trust any man near her with her behaviors, including Ken! So, watch
out for her moves.”
The mention of the word Ken made me shiver. Not just because
I had an affair with him, but I just could not imagine a man like him trying
anything fishy with my little girl. But I knew I had to really talk with my
daughter before it was too late.
To try to sooth and cool my husband, I went and sat close to
him and began to caress him. It was not so appetizing caressing him due to his
body fat but all I wanted was to cool him down. He turned and also began to kiss
me. We continued kissing and suddenly he pushed me on the bed. He got on top of
me but I was feeling his immense weight upon me such that I pushed him so as to
roll over and we lie side by side.
Slowly, we got undressed with lights still on until we both
were naked. On his chest you would think there were breasts. His penis was
barely visible under his big belly, it looked tiny like that of a young boy. I
held it and began to caress it until it began to get erect but to my dismay it
could not get properly erect. But by that time, I was already so wet as my
husband was stimulating my clitoris while sucking my breasts arousing me. It
made me happy to know I still admired my husband.
Slowly he rolled on top of me and pushed himself into me. I
moaned due to pleasure as I was so aroused. Slowly he pushed his penis into me
and began to pump sending some spasms of pleasure all over me. Suddenly, he
groaned and let himself to freely lie on top of me nearly crushing me with his
weight. He trembled and before I knew, he had already withdrawn from me; he had
literally ejaculated within seconds of penetrating me.
I felt so disappointed but did not tell him. I did not want
to arouse his anger anymore.
He looked at me, kissed me and rolled over without saying
good night. I lay there thinking of so many things but before I knew, my
husband was fast asleep and snoring. I felt like he had just made me dirty. I
went to bathroom and washed my private parts, wiped and went back to bedroom. I
wore my night dress and wrapped myself with a lesso, then went to the table
room where I found my children watching a soap opera.
When I got there, Jade was smiling but there was anxiety on
Josephine’s face. I wanted to talk to the little girl there and then since it
was almost 10 pm.
“Josephine, please follow me to the kitchen.” I told her.
She followed me meekly like a sheep going to slaughter.
“Mercy, excuse us, I want to have a word with her.” I told
the house girl who slowly went to table room closing the kitchen door behind
us.
I did not know where to begin.
“Josephine, I want you to realize that you are now a big
girl, and there are some things I want to tell you, about yourself.” I told
her. She was so attentive as if she did nothing wrong during the day. She sat
there with her legs crossed.
What followed was a one on one conversation, like woman to
woman and I must admit, my daughter was so comfortable talking to me, she
really trusted me. I knew if I approached the topic harshly, she might sulk.
She even went ahead and told me she used to feel some strange feelings in her
body that she really did not understand and they are the ones that led her to
want to insert things in her vagina. I told her that was masturbation. I told
her it was not right to do that since she might hurt herself but instead told
her to always confide with me whenever she had something strange about herself
or feelings she could not understand.
“Have you ever allowed a boy to touch you down there?” I
asked her finally.
“No, I am afraid. I fear boys.” She told me.
“If any boy attempts to touch you there, resist. Do not
allow it. Or if anyone tries to touch your chest or down there, resist and if
they try to force you, scream and run. All right?” I told her.
“All right.” She said.
“Do you have something to tell me?” I asked her. She looked
at me for sometime as if finding words to tell me.
“Mum, I used to hug uncle Ken. Is it ok to continue or
should I stop hugging him?” She asked.
It suddenly dawned on me that I had somehow contradicted
myself. I had made my children view all our workers as if they were one of us
but my children knew so well they were not our relatives. I was in a dilemma on
how to answer that question.
“It is just enough to greet him and respect him, not
necessary to hug.” I told her. I even told her she can hug fellow ladies but
not men. Though she was a little confused on why not to hug men anymore. But I
knew with her developing feminine feelings she must have been undergoing major
changes in her existence. Cases were there of Shamba boys who would end up
raping children in where they were working and I could not take chances.
After talking a little more, I told my daughter it was time
to go to sleep. She stood up, came to where I was standing and gave me a hug. I
felt like the greatest mum in this world for having shared such sensitive
information to my daughter to an extent she now trusted me. I as I hugged her,
I was keen to notice that her small breasts were taking shape, and she had
grown big almost my height but still slim. I could also see her hips were
getting bigger and more feminine. I even thought she was going to have larger
hips than mine when she grew up.
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The following morning, my husband left earlier than usual since he told me he
had a busy day. Before I left, I went to where Ken was standing and I could see
how anxious he was. I smiled to put him at ease.
“Nothing of what you think, phew!” I told him.
“What do you mean? Did the little boy see us? Did he tell
his father?” Ken asked. He even put the panga he was holding down.
“No, something else. Jade caught Josephine trying to insert
a banana in her pussy.” I told Ken.
“Wow! How now? Did she hurt herself?” Ken asked.
“No, but we resolved that. Don’t worry. I nearly thought we
got caught!” I told Ken. He smiled.
“But, we have to be careful, if we get caught I am going to
run away from here for good. Besides, would not want to break your family. I
cannot run with you.” Ken told me. I did not know what he meant with he cannot
run away with me but I did not bother asking. I could see Ken looking at my
hips. I had worn a red mini skirt that day and a white blouse, and a black
coat.
I teased him.
“What are you looking at?” I asked him.
“You are smart.” He told me, picked his panga and turned to
leave.
“Thank you.” I told him. I wish he knew how hot I was
feeling that morning owing to the fact that I did not get an orgasm the
previous night. I looked at his tight trousers and saw some bulge. I called
him.
“Ken, turn around, I want to look at you.” I told him. He
obeyed and turned but instead he smiled.
To my surprise, he had an erection that was pushing his
trouser!
>>To be continued>>
Narrated by Anthony Kerry
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