That night I had an erotic dream
such that when I woke up, I was completely wet and my entire body was pulsating
with raw desire to have Ken in between my thighs making me feel ashamed of my
own desires. I knew it was pure desire and nothing more even though it made me
confused like I was falling in love once more like a teenage girl getting a
crush with a handsome boy. The feeling made me feel like I was a teenage and
aroused in me desires I had long thought were gone.
Even though Ken used to take a
thermos of tea to his staff quarters, that morning he did not come for the tea
at around 6 am. I was preparing to go to work around 7 am when he came and
knocked.
“Oh! Good morning, Ken.” I greeted
him casually.
“Good morning, Madam.” He answered
with his deep voice that made my heart race.
“You did not come for your tea.” I
told him.
“I woke up late and had to rush to
the milk collection center.” He told me. I handed him his thermos. That morning
he was wearing a thick sweater but had folded it in his arms and I could see
his arms.
I gave him instructions on some
work I wanted him to do before leaving for work.
I was working at a local branch of
our Mavuno SACCO as an accountant.
I arrived at work at around 8:30
am, some minutes late. I was glad the boss had not yet arrived but I met my friend
Celestine who had already arrived.
“Good morning, Grace. Wow! Today
you look wonderful!” Celestine told me. I had worn a tight fitting brown mini
dress. For some reason, I wanted to see if it will score some feelings to Ken
and wanted to see if he will ogle at me more. My petite body seemed curvy under
that little dress.
“Aw! Thank you!” I told Celestine.
“You seem like you have a date
today…” Celestine complemented me further making me feel shy a bit.
“I wish I had, my husband is away,
he is in Uganda.” I told Celestine.
“Then you have just worn like this
to feel good or are you trying to score someone?” She asked jokingly.
“Come to my office, I can tell you
more.” I told Celestine who followed me excitedly as if expecting some good
news or juicy gossips.
“Ehe, tell me, what is new in your
world?” Celestine asked me. I was so free with Celestine I did not waste time
telling her what it was.
“My dear, it is my shamba boy.
That young man is driving me crazy. Every time I am thinking about how I can
get him. It is more than a month with my body burning with desire to have him.
The boy is so handsome, masculine with nice physique makes me feel like he can
really handle a woman nicely, but I just have no idea how to let him know. It
is driving me crazy.” I told Celestine.
She remained silent for a while.
“Please don’t judge me, I am going
through a lot and the lest I expect is for you to judge me…” I was telling
Celestine when she cut me short.
“Oh! No, don’t worry I am a woman,
been married for 15 years. I understand you.” She reassured me.
Awkward silence followed.
“So, what is your advice to me?” I
asked Celestine.
“Would you wish me to tell you?”
She asked sounding like a teacher. It scared me a little.
“Yes, tell me anything.” I told
her.
She took in a deep breath.
“Grace, I am an older woman
compared to you. I have been in such a situation. I admired my husband’s friend
until I decided to get him. My husband was lousy in bed and did not care when I
suggested for him to improve. So, I went ahead and seduced his best friend. But
my case was different, the friend was within our social level so not much
difficult. But, Grace, Shamba boy???! Aren’t you worried what that someone
might know? Besides, he is too low for your class why can’t you get a man of
your class?” Celestine asked me.
I pulled my chair to sit facing
Celestine.
“My dear, you cannot understand.
Not like I want a full-blown affair, no. I just want to have sex with him,
nothing more.” I told her.
“But, imagine undressing for a
younger man who is way below your class…” Celestine asked.
I thought for a while and started
thinking perhaps I was fooling myself so much. But, I asked myself, isn’t he a
man like the other men? What makes him a lesser man, just working in the
Shamba? It did not make sense.
“Celestine, all I want is that
young man. Perhaps after getting him for one day my desires shall be quenched.
I just want to hold him, to kiss his lips, to feel myself in his strong arms,
perhaps for him to lift me with his strong arms.” I told Celestine.
She laughed a little. “Oh! Yes, at
least he will indeed lift you easily, you are petite unlike me who needs to
join the gym soon and shed some kilos.” Celestine, who was a woman with a huge
bust told me.
“But you look nice with your
figure!” I told Celestine, trying to change the topic.
“Really? Thank you! But weighing
almost 100 kg is not cool. There are so many things I cannot enjoy like my man
can no longer lift me in his arms no matter how much he tries. I miss the
romance where he would swing me around like a movie star.” Celestine told me.
But that reminded me that was what I was also missing. My husband had gotten so
fat and lazy he would not hold me anymore in the air hence making me desire for
that young man.
“My husband has gotten so fat his banana
is buried, he can no longer fuck me properly whenever he is on top of me his
huge pot belly makes me tired, he sweats on top of me a lot like we are doing
wrestling, it is disgusting.” I told Celestine. She laughed.
“Come on! You can tell him to go to
the gym and work out.” Celestine told me.
“My man has a huge ego you would
never tell him anything.” I told Celestine.
“But then you think the young man
will compensate for that? I mean, what if you get caught? What if he falls in
love with you? What if you also fall in love with him? Think about this a lot.
Most guys whose jobs are physical are so energetic, he will burn out the
passion in you but remember you are a woman, when someone ignites the
passionate fires in you, you will end up falling in love, no doubt about it. My
affair nearly tore my marriage apart. Be careful.” Celestine told me.
I laughed.
“All I want is sex, nothing more.”
I told Celestine who laughed at me so hard making me wonder whether I said
something funny.
“You know, you have never had an
affair. I can really tell. Let me tell you, we women pretend like sex does not
matter, but trust me, once you get fantastic sex from a man, you will go crazy
for him. You will always think about him. You will begin to resent your husband
and might end up falling in love with your other man. Unlike men whose affairs
are always so physical, women end up being emotional and wrecks everything.”
Celestine told me. She made me think of the possibilities of me falling in love
with Ken.
“By the way, are you talking of
the young man who came with you to the shops sometimes back to help you with
packing some items in your car?” Celestine suddenly asked.
“Yes, that is him.” I told
Celestine. She smiled and remained silent for a while.
“Why did you ask?” I asked
Celestine.
“Damn! All right if it is him. I
liked his energy. That one will tear you apart he seems really energetic.”
Celestine said with a wink on her face.
“Come on! Did you admire him? Be
honest…” I teased Celestine.
“Hmm, he is a Shamba boy…” Celestine
said with a snide.
“Can’t we see him as a man not
just a shamba boy?” I asked Celestine.
“See what am telling you? You are
now becoming defensive with him.” Celestine told me and laughed.
“Not really, but I don’t like
defining men with their job. He has a dick for heaven’s sake that is what makes
him a man anyway…” I told Celestine with a smile on my face. She laughed.
“Anyway, sorry for that. But I
think you had better gotten a man who ever if you are aver caught, there won’t
be too much of a shame. But imagine people getting to know you are screwing
your Shamba boy? Think about that.” Celestine told me.
“What was he, the man who you had
an affair with?” I asked Celestine.
“He was a lecturer, in fact he was
my lecturer when I was in college. So, we just got to hook up later when I got
to know he was my husband’s friend.” Celestine told me.
“Was he good in bed?” I asked
Celestine. That question seemed to catch her off guard.
“Well……not as good as I had
expected. In fact, he was average, more or less like my own husband. The good
thing is, he was caring, loving, he was connecting well with my emotions and
feelings. Whenever we had a problem with my husband I would go to his place,
cry on his shoulders, he would listen to everything I said and made me feel so
appreciated. That is what made me fall for him, not sex per se.” Celestine told
me.
“No wonder you don’t understand
when I tell you am admiring my Shamba boy. Your affair was more emotional, for
me my thing is just physical nothing more. I don’t need to have him sorting my
emotional problems but physical problems.”
>>>To be
continued>>>
Narrated by Anthony Kerry.
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